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a life line that goes both ways

A collective experience defined by empathy, culture & Social interaction

Documenting the human experience since the age of six
through diaries and art that evolved into lyrics, music, film & mixed media
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Someone feeling lost, starts a small
daily creative habit, with no expectation
just to move forward, finding purpose again

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The Creative takes us behind the seams of the human experience. connecting through personal diaries, stories, investigative journeys and deep dives lifting the veil beyond the societal constructs that divides us.

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    Heather Walker, the creator of

    "The Creative Behind The Seams" was only five years old when she told her mother that she wanted to be an artist, and a lawyer for children, "because they have no rights"

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    She may not have become a lawyer

  • but she is without a doubt

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    an artist

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    a protector of children

  • seeking truth, freedom and justice

  • especially children and the vulnerable

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    helping those who may not be able to help themselves

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    Not a stranger to isolation, depression, and trauma

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    July 5, 2022, I suffered a brain injury at work

    I was later diagnosed with Post Concussion Syndrome. In addition to constant headaches, dizziness, and high sensitivity to lights and sounds.

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    This condition severely limits my access to the outside world,

    due to physical pain, anxiety, and a slew of other emotions attached to this situation

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    I made a lot of art, wrote and recorded tons of diaries and songs in the beginning

  • I still had faith that the Company would “do the right thing”, by taking accountability and getting me the help that I so desperately need.

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    Despite my efforts, the Company behaved as most corporations do

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    by denying responsibility and threatening to take legal action.

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    This was our last correspondence

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    "Nothing Left To Lose"

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    I looked up examples of “Having Nothing to Lose”. Under examples of personal growth I found “The Creative” which was defined as: 

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     “Someone feeling lost, starts a small daily creative habit, with no expectation, just to move forward, finding purpose again.”

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    But, something was missing. 

    I was still playing it safe.

    It fit me, and the idea perfectly

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    I was still hiding

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    then I realized  

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    This “inside-out” human experience and the purpose of this project is about a lot more than just calling out a billion dollar corporation.

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     the truth would lead to freedom.

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    Behind the Seams was created with the intention of finding a way to be able to connect with other humans (while isolated from the world)

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    It was developed out of necessity, survival, a way to breathe, to keep going, to take back control over my life, its narrative, share my story, and the stories of others.

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    My goal here is to do what I have always been too afraid to do.

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    This is about facing fears, letting go, learning, maintaining and understanding boundaries, personal acceptance, accountability, perseverance, hope and survival.

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    I want to inspire

    and help others to do the same.

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    Behind the Seams will highlight the complexities, and wonders of the human experience

  • A thought provoking journey developed through personal stories, diaries, and deep dives, that cover topics such as:

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    entertainment, art, music, history, politics, science, mainstream, old school and the “divine”.

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    Please join me, if you’re looking for a unique, informative and inspirational perspective on the human experience

    — looking from the inside out.

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    The Creative Collaboratory is

    a place for us to connect, create and build our own reality.

  • A reality that is based on love.

  • A place to share our ideas, stories, and dreams

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    where we listen with empathy, openness, and find ways to accomplish our goals together

  • free of judgement

  • because here we are equal

  • RE:MEMBER 

  • each and every one of us has a beautiful gift that can’t be packaged, or sold

  • because it isn’t yours, or mine

  • it’s a part of who we are as a whole

  • this is a shared experience

  • none of us are in this alone

  • Connecting through shared

    human experiences

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    This didn't start with the ladder

    The Creative Process 

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    CATAZINE

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    Model101: Not Your Typical Modeling School

    MWA MGMT: Models With Armor

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    The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly

    of the Entertainment Industry

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    Heather Walker, the creator of

    "The Creative Behind The Seams" was only five years old when she told her mother that she wanted to be an artist, and a lawyer for children, "because they have no rights"

  • The Evolution of Freedom Part One

    She may not have become a lawyer

  • but she is without a doubt

  • painting outside queens polaroid_edited.jpg

    an artist

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    a protector of children

  • seeking truth, freedom and justice

  • especially children and the vulnerable

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    helping those who may not be able to help themselves

  • Not Your Typical Bio

    Experience

  • More like a recap; an overview; a guide

    Survival

  •  Just the basics; a little background

    the superficial stuff ya know? about the entertainment industry, celebrities, the one's in the headlines, all over the news.

    Cycles

  •   Cause people connect through fame, fortune and gossip. Some even monetize the trauma. #freebritney #blm #metoo #maga #mentalhealth #freepalestian? 

    Cycles

  •  Uuhhm...well...that depends on what their agent tells them to do

    Cycles

  • for survival or comfort, the ego, and/or the shame. they keep pictures, videos, and aaaaaaall kinds of receipts. 

    maybe you wanted it, maybe not, maybe you were broken already. Either way.

    They can ruin you (if you talk)if they feel like it; maybe cause it's friday and they need to boost their ratings

    Cycles

  • so don't pissed them off, stay in line

    expected loyalty depends on the agreement you signed, the level of power

    Profit for profit. Profit over people.

    Nothing has stopped

    Cycles

  • People often fail to realize that there's a  domino effect. The Entertainment Industry has a hold on you.

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  • I am lifting the veil. Cause it's the right thing to do. Taking you behind the seams. And unfolding stories. Connecting the dots, and exposing the who, what, where, why and how you relate to these stories too.

    Break the Silence. Break the Cycle

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Spiritually, Pi (π) represents the harmony between the infinite and the cyclic. Just as the circle has no beginning or end, Pi embodies eternity, divine oneness, and the continuous cycles of the universe. Because its decimals stretch on forever without repeating, it reflects the mystery of creation that transcends human logic.

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