The Creative
Behind the seams
Dialies
daily motivation and inspiration
a record of personal experiences, thoughts, feelings & events organized by date
daily motivation
Coping with trauma, mental health & chronic illness from the inside Out
inspiration
dialies
A voice a hope in the face of adversity
"I used to live within the confines of societal pressures and expectations, where there is no time given to process, pain, joy and other numerous conflicting emotions, all while attempting to understanding right/wrong, do’s/don’t, must have’s, etc."
Isolation is no joke. Whether it's a blessing, or curse is based on perception and of course what you do with those moments in life when there's no one around, no hope in sight and a future unknown.
In the beginning, I was in so much pain, physically and mentally distraught. Then I began to get more and more angry and started preparing myself for the fight of my life. I’d been through enough already. This was not the “end”.
This is not how our story ends. This is the beginning of a new chapter. The one where we start to remember where we came from and that we are all connected…a lifeline filled with love, joy, and compassion…We have the power to change it all…for the better.
I am glad that I followed my intuition, the gut feeling I’ve always had to keep going, fighting, learning, and growing. For me the isolation gave me time to think…for myself again. I would love to share these thoughts with you and tell you more about this journey so far cause it’s been fucking wild, and crazy and enlightening…like seriously.
I know for many, this is easier said than done when you’ve been stuck in the cycle for so long. Shit. If it weren’t for the ladder leading to four years of isolation…I’m pretty sure that I’d still be stuck like a hamster, on that spinning wheel, just surviving… Because “I have to”. too busy, too overwhelmed to process anything, let alone having the “time” to reflect on what’s inside of me and you.
I just know that many of you are feeling, thinking and wondering the same things. The next phase of the process/journey is to start having conversations with each other, sharing what we naturally know and feel deep down about what’s happening around us, inside of us, the state of the world. “Life” doesn’t have to be this way, and we should talk about it.
We are the creators of our destiny and this is the time to take back control of the narrative. I am soooo looking forward to connecting with you (again). This is gonna be amazing!
A combination of words, thoughts and actions
a life line that goes both ways
dailies
diary
daily motivation, inspiration
Daily Release:
The Creative Flow of Words, Poetry, Random Thoughts, Art...and whatever else comes to mind. Just let it go...
Words of Affirmation:
Here are some phrases, quotes and other words that have helped me. Maybe they can also be beneficial to you.
Warning to those who are sensitive to real humans, or natural faces that move. There is no script to follow. There are no filters used, make up is rarely applied. Moments captured in the moment, cause I had to talk to someone. Some "thing". Maybe to you it's just a phone, an object in your hand. To keep you busy, on schedule, and learn about new trends. For me, it became a lifeline, a record of thoughts and feelings, providing me a unique way to reflect and process this experience.
An experience that I want to share...unfiltered, raw, not only because it's real and honest...
The honest truth is that sharing it this way gives me anxiety. I say I don't care what people think. I don't...want to. I don't mean to. Words have power, but I need to put action behind them. It's time to make a move. So that I can finally break free of this body, this image, the mold.
These recordings have only been edited to reduce length, remove repetitive "uhms", "likes" and/or unnecessary rambling. (Your welcome)
I was just thinking...
Based on endless conversations with myself in isolation. Looking from the inside-out.
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